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Demons or History's Children? by Elaine 'Akal Dev' Dunstan

3/27/2014

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I have recently been thinking about the human experience and how sometimes it can feel as though we have so many different feelings and views at the same time. Sometimes I feel like I have many different aspects or parts inside me all competing for attention. It is not the case that we are one faceted beings and if we are having conflicting feelings of anger , rage or shame it can sometimes lead to feeling afraid of some aspects of self and a need to cut off from or ‘demonise’ these parts. I understand these ‘demons’ not to actually be demonic. They have become so because we have been supressing our awareness of them and as the years go by, they take on a kind of ‘power’ and exhaust us by taking up all our prana or energy, by sabotaging our attempts, our relationships and our dreams.

However, these demons are not our enemy, they can’t be wished away or cut off or killed, they are an integral part of us that we have severed and as a result have taken reign of certain aspects of our lives. In therapy we call this the ‘child of history’ or the ‘adapted child’. At a young age through trauma or abuse, neglect, overly critical or dominant parenting, inconsistent parenting or simply not getting what we want, we create coping strategies in order to survive. There is nothing inherently ‘bad’ about these coping strategies, they helped us to survive. However, when we are grown up and not living with those situations anymore and the coping strategy has taken over our ability to choose what is good for us, we must apply some tools in order to be able to make the choices that will empower and serve us.

I have made headway through yoga, meditation and psychotherapy with my coping strategies.  However, I still have times when they get hold of the reigns and rise up, usually when there is some conflict or disappointment. Recently I entered a collection of my poems into a few competitions, I found out the other day that I had not been shortlisted for any of them. I felt rejected and I began to think ‘My poetry is not good enough’ and then I realised, I recognise this feeling coming from the powerful longing of my childhood to be seen and be praised and acknowledged. This feeling is a familiar one to me, having worked deeply with meditation and therapy. On recognising this and bringing awareness, I could soothe this part of me with understanding and hold a loving space for her, instead of allowing the feelings to engulf me and completely rubbish all my work and possibly rubbish other people’s poetry out of spite.

I believe that through deeply understanding the original coping strategies and using awareness to hold a space for the ‘child of history’ we can begin to get hold of the reigns again. However, it does take time and it’s a long journey into the self.  This is not a matter that can be ‘cured’ either, it cannot be fixed by a 40 day practice, positive thinking or a few powerful Kriya’s. Although yoga and meditation is a wonderful tool to begin to create more awareness, short term fixes won’t work here, this is a long term relationship which must be forged and attended to every moment through awareness and self kindness, engaging with each situation and relationship with an open heart and an intention to stay open with trust and courage, which is in fact, what I believe true yoga to be.

The greatest and most important problems of life are all fundamentally insoluble. They can never be solved but only outgrown.

~Carl Jung.


Sat nam,
Elaine 'Akal Dev'
http://www.blissfulmind.co.uk


1 Comment
Mariana
9/26/2014 09:13:21 am

Hi All!
My name is Mariana. I am 46-year-old. I spent about 25 years of my life doing yoga, meditating, chanting mantras, kundalini wakening, visualization, etc. I was a member of Indian ashram. I did it all. I felt good. I loved it! At the same time I was an Orthodox Christian. I went to an evangelical church in LA about 13 years ago, and some of the Christians told me yoga was dangerous. They warned me that yoga opens satanic doors. My friend and I laughed at them. We thought they were narrow minded and old-fashioned. I was so deep in practicing yoga and kundalini. They didn't know how good I felt doing all yoga staff.
About two years ago, I had a supernatural experience. I heard the audible voice of God Almighty. I was stunned. My being was penetrated by the power of His voice. The experience is personal but I'll share two if the things He told me: "I want you to read the Bible! Never do yoga again because you open the devil's door!" It took me about 6-7 months to share this with friends. Of course, I stopped the yoga right away. Now, I know why yoga and all related experiences are a big seduction.
We're spirit beings, trapped in a human body between two spirit worlds - The Kingdom of Darkness (Satan's Kingdom) and the Kingdom of Light (God's Kingdom). We either will be tapping to one or the other. The 7 chakras are spinning wheels, doors to the evil force. Kundalini practice would open the demonic doors.
Satan will bring healing to your body, but is a counter fit. Sooner or later, he will turn against you, or you'll loose your healing to something worse. You can have very bad side effects. All kind of issues can start. Satan wants the mind control. You want to have dreams and visions. Yes, you'll have them, but the price is high.
In the Bible Satan is a serpent. Practicing Kundalini you actually agree with the Devil, and let him in your spiritual being.
Kundalini definitely is no the Holy Spirit. This is another Satan’s lie.
You can find a lot of material online. I'd recommend you the movie "Yoga Uncoiled". Here is a link to see it.
http://www.veoh.com/watch/v186032632zRwNSHZ?h1=Yoga+Uncoiled+Part+1+of+2
Be careful! I hope you'll think about it.
Now, I know: Jesus is the only way.
Read the Bible! All of you are already very sensitive to the supernatural. If you're looking for the truth, ask God, He will reveal Himself to you! God loves you!
God Bless!

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